Emptiness

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Ever feeling like empty, emptiness especially in your heart? And even if you tried so hard to relief your feeling of emptiness, you tried to listen for a nice songs, watch good movies, talk to your family and friends but yet you failed to content your heart. And you start to ponder on what happen and what was? Was you in a right path? Was you in a right doers?

Its like you walk in a room full of people you are close to and you try to speak to them desperately but they seems to ignore you, neglect you or even not even noticed when you are there. Sigh. Heavy sigh. And then you stand there doing nothing, you try to listen to your heart but still there are some whispering suggesting you of not to bother about the emptiness in your heart. Insisting that you are okay when you are not. Insisting that you continue to harm your heart by the emptiness.

Maybe this is what happen if we are too attached to the peoples and not placing Allah at the first place. Who are you? And who are there? You and them is just one of his masterpiece in this universe made by Him. After all, the one who created it is the most powerful, the one that we can depends with. Not them in that room full of people we are close to. After all, the emptiness rely in your attachment to Allah, to Allah's will, to Allah's because we are His servant.

Emptiness. Happen. Happened. Because we leave Him far away from us. Cure it with zikr, do things that He likes and leave does that He don't likes. Its not that easy and it does need your determination, your principles, your reflections. Please, please open our glass of dunya then we may see thing differently. Protect Him then He will protect you and your deen.

Kuala Lumpur.