Actually I am really really can't stand it when someone we know always judge us. Okay, I change it to we, we always don't like it when someone judge us, I think is because of our ego. Ego, some people have high ego some people is somewhat like being hide inside the feelings, can't see by others. But we need those people who can correct us no matter who they are and who we are, we need that advice so that we will not drown so far from this journey. I always say this, we sometimes are too busy trying to get what we want, then without even realize we hurt ourself, we hurt our imaan, we forget Allah who is the Most Powerful.
In one day, how many times we mention His name? In one day, how many times we remember about him? This all can prove how much we put Him first in our life, does Allah just your Rabb when you are in trouble? Allah, the presence of Him, sometimes we take it for granted. He knows what we feel, He knows what we want, He knows what we won't talk to others. That words that can't simply speak out by words and voice. He knows it all. Our inner self, insight of our soul, always fight to choose between that bad or devil voices. It depends on us, what we choose.
Allah love that we go back to Him no matter what. Always have that feeling of wanted to learn, for learning is not just temporary, it happen throughout our life. After we graduated, we learn other area of life, perhaps work knowledge and experience, family matters, friendship, financial management n etc. This is all Allah's knowledge, we learn it all from His willing for us. Its sad indeed, when our heart becomes so black, rigid and is hard to melt. Sad and is sad very sad when we know the cause of it but still playing with the fire, letting ourself injured throughout the journey. May Allah protect us always, and hope that we always remember Him in everything we do. In shaa Allah.