Yes, as what you've been read.
I am afraid of myself,
Since when do I missed my caring and love towards people around me?
Since when do I become heartless and cold person?
Since when do I become selfish and just think about myself?
People might think I am confused now,
I am trying to search back who I am,
I've lost myself,
Somewhere that I've been missed,
To some event that I've been through,
I lost myself there.