" Why do your face look so sad?" ask kak D.
" I am still confuse about one thing. Do we need to wear stocking while we are practicing tae kwon do, and the situation is I am in front of an ajnabi? Know that tae kwon do involve many steps of twisting our feet and afraid that it will cause to be injured during practise."
The naqibah answered without hesitated and briefly she explain.
" Before I answer that question, may I ask you something. Why are you joining tae kwon do? Does it can help to bring the ummah back to islam?"
All silent cannot give the answer directly decided to just answer it from the heart. But truthfully, their view have just been blurred for a while for the reason that.....
The naqibah look at us and the most to the one who ask the question.
" Why are attending usrah? What do you get from ISK and IPK before this? Are you clear enough!? Zati, help her to understand the real thing!" They were shocked, that was their first time to meet their naqibah. But here it is, daie is not someone which is 'manja'.
All akhwat and ikhwah did a very big work out there, very big that someone have no time to think about how he or she disappoint, sad, happy, hate or wasting time. In short, he or she have more priorities and it is all for the ummah. No time to think about the small things.
" Then, what is your intention on joining tae kwon do?"
They know that their naqibah did not push them to leave tae kwon do as before this she just leave that decision to them whether they want to or they don't want to. But from that, they learn something and appreciate it.
" I hope that you can get all the tae kwon do people that join with you in your University in the end, will willing to join usrah."
Yes, it is because of mad'u. They start to be close with there mad'u when they are joining tae kwon do but that willing happen when a week have been past since they join tae kwon do, and is not happen from the beginning. And it will be hard for the person to control his or her intention, to change back the intention to join or do something just because of Allah along the way.
Timetable also are very compact as they are also in charge in some leadership organisation in the university so they must leave one of them or the other activities that they have join. It is the first and a very hard decision made. In this path of Allah, yes we cannot avoid to sacrifice the value things that we have and also what we want.
Our focus is our ummah back to islam back, for syahadatul haq. For D&T that are more focusing to the objective we are going to do and get insyaAllah. Our eyes perhaps want to close fall asleep like everyone else but our mind still are very fresh thinking or do other activities for D&T insyaAllah. The risk is there, daie must contain his or her heart full with that. 'Tiada kata dua untuk D&T'. No two words when it comes to D&T.
Usrah is not the place to do a nice things. It is the place to do a bad things. Yes, a bad things. why bad things? They all also questioning the same questions when their naqibah said like that. But to be true, she said:
" Usrah is not the place to do a nice things it is the place to do a bad things. Bad things that will change the world, bad things that will memporak-perandakan dunia dengan kalimah syahadatul haq yang hendak disampaikan kepada dunia."
They could not forget about that night. So, don't be a daie which is sleep not doing anything. Being far from the group is not the reason for them to not improve their D&T, not the reason for them to feel down or not being aware of. There is no time to think about that, our place is in tragic. Can they attract as many student as we can in this university into the usrah?
Yeah, insyaAllah. One day. Hope that this post will inspire the readers and also for me to read through this again and inspired directly.
Salam D&T to all the readers reading my post.
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