Now | or | Never

Tonight is a pensive moment...

think and think...

a lot of time, thought and energy have been wasted...

for something which is useless (perhaps without realizing it)

looking for the future, lot of things to be done...

feets, hands and all the body seemed to be shiver, scary...

the eyes cannot close, sleepless...

thinking a lot of things in the head...

thinking about the da'wah which we are doing...

da'wah do not need us, but we need the da'wah...

however, how much extent do we have spent our energy, times and thought...

for Allah, Islam and da'wah....

don't compare his da'wah with his da'wah and her da'wah with her da'wah..

see first, for how the da'wah doing by our own

perbaikilah dan serulah the best we can..

I know that this road is a long road...

and it pick a very high patience...

worry to be falling anywhere along the long road, maybe in the middle of the long road...

until the patience itself falling apart...

this night cannot fall asleep, the eyes...

so how can the eye sleep fall asleep...

Harun Yahya himself once said:

It is impossible for Muslims to sleep soundly on the bed without any feelings of responsible in their hearts, wasting their time, and think only about the importance and fun of himself only during extreme extreme violence taking place around the world. This is because THE MUSLIMS BELIEVERS know that the key to solving the problem of unjust wars, massacres, cruelty, starvation, & the cronic of social problems, in short all the problems in this world ir to spread the mesage contained in the Quran.

SubhanAllah, seems like those words always appear within the box of thought...

thrown into the big city which always alive 24 hours...

also thrown into one university in the metropolitan city...

my intention is not to show off, but to open or reopen the mind of the readers...

reading by our heart not only the logical...

I remember clearly one story...

There are once, saidina Umar and his friends are sitted in a room,

Saidina Umar asks, " Have a dream !".

One of his friends said, " I dream that this room will be occupy by a lot of property, so that I can give it in the road of Allah."

Then Saidina Umar said again, " Have a dream !"

Then, one of other friends said, " I dream that this room will be occupy by the gold and jewellery, so that I can give it in the road of Allah."

Saidina Umar said again, " Have a dream!"

His friends said, " O Amirul Mukminin, we don't know what you are dream off. What do you want this room to be fill?"

Saidina Umar answered, " I dream that this room fill with 'rijal-rijal' like Muaz b. Jabal, Abu Ubaidah Al-Jarrah, Salim the servant of Huzaifah for I use them to uphold the rule of Allah, so that I can send them in the road of Allah."

And I, I want to be one of the rijal like them...

one akhwat once said that, it is not impossible as long as we try harder...

a small step maybe will give a big change..

insyaAllah, begin a new step with bismillah....

Chayoak2!!! (opps, over excited dorrr...)

dream together-gether...